I just tuned into Live365 and caught the end of Byrd's mass for five voices. As always, I am amazed that anything could possibly that beautiful. My mundane miseries, my physical discomfort, my pretentious philosophical dilemmas melt away. "All arts aspire to the state of music."
I've just been listening to someone playing a Handel recorder sonata, and it's reminded me how bad most recorder players are. They lack the necessary subtle breath control, and put in lots of inappropriate ornamentation to disguise their lack of expression. It's really frustrating to hear someone playing music and getting paid for it, and to think "I could go into a studio tomorrow and do something better than that, despite not having played seriously for twenty years."